I need to get a Job

 

This is a sensitive subject for me. But not in a way that if you came up to me and spoke to me about it I would cry but I have dealt with it badly.

Disclaimer: I will be complaining a lot and victimising myself.

 

I decided in August 2020 that I wanted a job. It is now January 2021. Just to give you an idea of the time frame

Writing my CV

I wrote a cv in yr 11. However, it was for work experience. I needed to change it. 

But I didn’t know where it was. 

So I made a new one. It was hard because I didn’t know what I was doing.

I made most of it but I struggled so in October I decided to ask for my dad’s help.

He helped me and left me to do it.

I finally finished it in January of 2021. 

That is embarrassing. It took me 5 months to write a cv. I wasn’t like I was adding a little bit each day or every week. I looked at it between 1-2 times within the month. I am not serious.

Signing up to things

I signed up to indeed, they send me 10 jobs a day. It is crazy. I think that I should upload my cv to it now but I am worried and I haven’t asked my parents to proofread it yet.

I also signed up to LinkedIn. I don’t really know about it but I signed up anyway.

I do owe everything that I have done to one of my friends because she did help me a lot. 

Procrastination

I know that I am procrastinating. I don’t even know what I am scared of but I do want my own money. Especially how we are in lockdown and I have no reason to be spending money so its the best time to save up.

Any help would be much appreciated.😭